knowing

who am i these days?

by the time 2020

is over, I'll know

Bodies

Hundreds dying of viruses

every single day

every single day

Hundreds dropping to choruses

every single day

every single day

But

the Economic Show must go on

must go on

and on

and on

and on

forever

out and under

up and over

our dead bodies

our dead bodies

our dead bodies…

Woman

I want to stop bleeding

-Woman

undying

i don't want to die-

but i don't want to live

in this undying hell

knowing

who am i these days?

by the time 2020

is over, I'll know

what is

i don't know what's what-

what's what is always what is,

and never what was

mute

I used to be mute-

but then a little bunny

took my breath away

commissions

When I make art for myself

I’m happy and feel alive

When I make art for others

a piece of my soul withers

and dies.

anonymous

I'm anonymous.

yet I am Juno before

I'm anonymous

free

if sleep captures me

seals me, please let me be free

from what my eyes see